SELF DISCOVERY

i want you to believe🌻🐝

i was born on friday night. started my new life in this empty place called earth. i breath new life. i do inhale and exhale, before anyone told me to relax.

i wanted you see my dream, where all the things are arranged the way i want it to be. But you didn’t, wouldn’t or couldn’t. i need an explanation.

i wanted you to see me, the way i want it to be. i wanted you to see me in my sundress, with my hair down and barefeet. i wanted to walk alongside the beach, with you holding my hand tightly. 

i get lost in my own world. in my own thoughts. you can see me sitting next to you, but my soul wonders somewhere. and it takes minutes to get me back to my own reality

you get mad at me all the time. you will spit your words that hurt me more than a knife. but i still sit and listen, i will look at your face with my two round eyes, wishing than someday you’ll find out this sign. someday.

i never wanted anything more than i want you to reach your hand to the prosperous life you have always wanted. and if you don’t mind, take my hand also, and teach me to dance in your new life.

but right now, all i ever wanted is having you to believe in me, when i started my first step when i’m coming to this world. and my last step when i’m leaving this world.