21

I was 20 when i first met you,

February 6th, if i am not mistaken the date I marked

Heart was openned, lips were locked

I wanted to tell you every second, every minute

How i was so deeply in love with you

No lesson learned, somehow kind of breaking the rule

Missing the red flags, tip-toeing the advices, adrenaline rushes

I was never the trusting type, you know how well it is

But with you, no need to questions

I give you everything without being asked

love seems possible to reach

It was not something so hard to solve

Easy to catch yet hard to let go-o-o

Tell me how things turned out differently as i turned 21?

You changed your mind, heart seems to burn out, two heads dont stand in same side, and then everything seems so lifeless

Wasn't 21 your favorite number

I remember you've said it before

When i told you my birthday

And you show me your jersey number was also 21

We were laughing at the facts that this number was ours

We may have danced a little bit

Visiting friends, trading clothes

You told me bout your past, and i laughed at your jokes

You charmed me with your smile, it fed my ego

We were changing promises, like we took those polaroids

Heavy and colorless but memorable more than any ever

Too many questions in one song 

But I know one day you will have the guts to answer it

Because the day you walked out the door didnt make you any wiser than 21

We buit a house that soon you will left behind

We made a vow than soon you will break to pieces

The moment that you stayed up longer 

The moment that i should have known

You were planning on your departure

And left me in despair

Oh maybe you did it on purpose

To pay back for what i did

Spent my 21 loving you so carelessly